... san-dey, man-dey, tiyus-dey ...

Salam sejahtera semua..

Ya kembali nye saya pada hari ini, adalah untuk meng-entertain-kan anda semua.. (konon ada pembace)

Ok.. firstly, nk ucap tahniah pada sendiri, kerana tanpa disedari, dah tiga hari wa tak makan nasi (Lu betol2 org Melayu ke? Nasi pun smpai tak ingat nak makan.. ish3).. alrite.. tak kisah lah Melayu ke tak Melayu, my stomach, my appetite, my own way.. hehehe~

actually, ari ni pun bukannye nak makan sangat nasi. Oh before that, nak cerita pasal the day before2 dat (Sunday).. Before I went to sleep on the Saturday night, I'vee been thinking, and I'm not with Mr. K for quite long.. Once, we always went together whever, but after came back from Perak, I want some time to be alone, and whether he knows or not, I've been distance myself from him. Sorry bro.. I know I always dissapoint you, but..well, thanks for being understanding.. So, I thought to myself, tomorrow, why not be with him for the whole day.. He's gonna go to Kay El for some-kind-of-theatre work-thing. If something were happen to me, at least I'm not dissapointing anyone (I hope so)..

On Sunday morning, I woke up, and then look at the time. Oh my, it's late than the time I assume to go out with him. But he's just ok with it, and then we have breakfast together, and then the evening activity..bla, bla, bla.. At least that day I saw his energy is back (not like the two three days ago), and he storytelling quite a lot.. haha.. And then that night, I have to struggle gile2 untuk habis kan my assignment and my SBE's file.. Allahu Akbar.. buleh tahan banyak jugak lah.. tapi dengan sokongan rakan2 (err..hehe), dapat la jugak siapkan, tapi tu pun tak fully.. Memg agak pulun la org kate kan.. And I pasang niat nak puasa Isnin pada esok nye..

The next day, went to class, bla..bla..bla.., assignment kena htr by today, tapi file boleh hantar esok.. Peergghh punye lah berkorban tak tido tu (org laen ye.. and also pity 'u' sbb x tido lgsung..huhu).. at the afternoon, Pak Yeah ngan Qawi ajak gi makan kat Sg. Bakong.. I have to reject them because sy dah nekad nak puasa.. haha.. n then diorg agak kecewa laa, siap tawar kate nk belanja lah.. dan yg tak leh blah nye, diorg gune ayat ni,

"Dah dah laa puasa tu pix.. Brape ari doh mg pose ning? 14 hari? Haisy capix2"

Err... memg agak makan dalam laa, tapi apa buleh bwat.. dah lama diorg tggu.. dari minggu lepas lagi, n the last week, I fast for the whole week to finish up my 6-days-fasting.. hehe.. n statement diorg kadang2 tukar, sekejap 14 ari, n then jadi dua bulan lah.. hahaha... lawak la kawan2 ak nih.. anyway, I tell them, tomorrow I'll go, tapi takdelah cakap sungguh2.. hehe..

Then we separated; they go to Sg. Bakong, I went to the surau to perform Zuhur prayer.. after finish performing, I look at my phone, there were a lot of miss calls.. huh.. I called, n then got the news that Qawi n Pak Yeah were stuck beside the road, just a few metre from Sg Bakong.. They stucked because it was raining heavily.. hahaha.. I kinda-laugh.. hahak...

and then I called another person, and it was a request, so I try my best to fulfill it.. Then we got back, and dia agak rase bersalah about the incident.. Well, at least it make u realize something, and just to let you know, I DONT CARE what others might say, but take precaution is never not a good thing.. hehe..

Oh and thanks for da Milo.. I started my fast-break with it first.. Even it's fate kinda like 'urs', have to wait for FIVE hours, but at least it tasted great.. hehe.. and I break my fast yesterday with 'the' Milo and ketupat given by En Ideris.. fuuuhh.. seriyesly sedaaapppp.. kuah kari yg diber pun, sedaaapppp... haa.. ad jeles? hahahak.. everything on that day, it's more positive thank negative.. but at the night, when i was doing some work, and fb-ing, chatting, and so on, after i done my work, and also the other party, it was three o'clock in the morning at that time.. I thought i'm going to bed, but i opened this-one-person-blog.. I read, read and keep reading.. until 4.30am.. then everything turn upside down.. everything positive become negative..

Eeerrghh.. why would i even have this feeling.. Sedih betol.. then i cant take it any longer, i take my blanket, and go to sleep, hoping i wont remember by the next day..

then came today.. got no Gerko at all.. eventhough i slept very late last night, but when my roomate kejutkan, sy terus bangun, dan alhamdulillah dapat Solat dengan jemaah.. then recite Quran, fall asleep (again), n wake up lebih kurg pukul 9 lebih (xde gerko kan, apa lagi.. kih3)... pastu pergi class, ad yg buat hal, rase nk marah je, tapi nasib baek duorg lagi tu yg tolong marahkan.. hahaha..

time clas LB, saw da face, why sulking.. maybe just my imagination, so i ask later on the evening.. but before that, sy dan 'dis one gurl' di-kena-kan oleh mereka-mereka yg bergelar 'rakan-rakan'.. huh.. care ah ke sep mg eh.. cume yg bimbg sket nye kalu dat gurl tu bersedih.. so, i asked her, and she said she's ok.. huh.. well it seems i'm the one yg tak ok.. tapi takpelah.. later2 insyaAllah ok (hopefully..)

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